Recap Of Life Within The (8) Energies Of (2015)
Where do I even begin? (2015) has been so tumultuous on so many different levels, that its really been hard to function within this timeline. Not only was it chaotic and a mess, I’ve never dealt with so much mixed energies than I have like this before. It felt like we were all trying to break out of the darkness this entire year, and so did I at many multiple points of time. One minute I felt extreme joy and safety, another I felt complete sadness and utterly destroyed. I’m sure many people also felt the back and forth going on this entire year as well. I will say this, it was a much better year for me than last year (2014,) and on a personal level with what (The Male Contractor) and his daughter have put me and my family through. It’s nothing compared to all the demonic attacks I experienced in 2014
At the start of (2015) thing’s started off with more physical clearing. Not just for me but for everyone. That transition at the beginning of the year has always felt significant, and some years I’ve felt it while in others I haven’t so much. As soon as we left (7) energies I felt us all moving into the (8) energies. For the beginning of the year I experienced massive Third Eye Chakra downloads and head re-wiring. By February I was clearing out the old negative energy as I got hit with bronchitis. In March into early April I suffered 1 week in bed with intense lower back pain, while transmuting the energies of everyone in the world. As many other (Light workers, Sensitives, Empaths and Light beings) did all throughout March into April with the intense eclipses on (March 20 and April 4.) By summer time the collective released, and released a huge chunk of old 3D energy and things felt so freeing. By August we experienced the (8.8.8) Lionsgate Portal which was the most intense one I’ve ever felt before. I felt unbalanced and everyday was a struggle. In September the X-Wave hit and that also put more strain on many light workers within the collective myself included. In the months of October, November and December – those portals pushed us higher and higher. It also pushed us beyond the point of no return, and many of us started noticing an even greater pull away from the 3D reality which many have called The Separation Of Worlds.
(2015) has felt like the biggest and greatest spiritual battle that many of us have gone through. With energetic light energies from the (8) frequency we have also in many ways dealt with situations that involved other past lives, finding a way to almost complete what needs to be done and integrate past moments from other timelines into our current existence in this one. So much has been done – and so much has been accomplished. So, give yourself a pat on the back for surviving 2015.
Ascension Physical Body Symptoms/Pains For 2015
- Head/Brain Re-Wiring – This year has been a big year for head/brain re-wiring, head pressures, head aches/pains. We’ve all been expanding our brains and our awareness. We have been integrating the left/right side of our brain into one big expansive brain and believe me it’s not an easy process. It can be quite painful.
- Ear Ringing/Pain – This year the ear ringing for me personally has been non-stop. I wake up and I hear the ringing. I go out for a walk and I hear ringing. When a charge/person of mine needs my help I hear ringing. I shower and I hear ringing. I also have felt pain deep within my inner ear right at the centre when the energies have been high. It’s been a big physical symptom this year.
- Kundalini Rising/Karma Burning – The Kundalini energy rising within the body has been a big theme for many. I myself have included this. It starts in my spine and goes down my back into my legs until it reaches my feet. I sometimes get surges of warm energy in certain spots on my body, and when it’s done doing what It needs to do it stops. We are burning tremendous amounts of inward karmic Codes during this time. I’ve even had hair fall off and hair loss on my legs.
- Ascension Flu/Light Integration – I have been constantly plagued by the Ascension flu symptoms all year long. Waking up tongue white, head aching, body numb and in pain, sensitive to other people and their energy. It hasn’t been all year round but when heavy solar activity – or astronomically charged events come around, they always spark the light energy integrations to happen.
- Body Purging/Release – This year I have experienced more rashes, more acne, more itchiness and diarrhea than any other. I’ve experienced a lot of body purging especially around the light energy charged periods. This is rampant and many are going through these symptoms. I’ll also include: Bloated stomach, bone aches, sensitive nose, sensitive eyes, Nausea, vomiting. This is purging of old coded DNA as well as toxic energy from our bodies. Think of this as a complete body cleanse. Something normal and not to be feared.
Ascension Emotional Symptoms/Pains 2015
- Crying/Tears – This year I’ve had many moments of tears and not to mention all the hysterical crying. It seems to be on any level. Emotional pain, physical pain, mental pain and we all have our breaking points. It’s also crying over memories, over past life events, and we all do this. Crying is a normal part of the Ascension process. In fact it’s a healing tool and it helps us clear/cleanse all of our hurts we keep trapped in our body.
- Feeling Alone – This year as an awakened Light – Worker I have felt alone. It’s really very common for us all to feel this way on an emotional level. This process does really make us go deep within and heal ourselves, it leaves us no time for other people. It’s not like many people still stuck in the 3D reality would understand what we’re going through.
- Bipolar/Emotional Imbalance – This one seems to be very common for a lot of us. Many of us just can’t handle high energy periods, we go from up here to down there. I myself have felt this way and its completely normal. There never really is any normal way of reacting to the energies. This has been an emotional symptom that many and myself included have felt this year.
- Misunderstood/Depression – This is a very real and heart breaking emotional symptom that has many people in this Ascension process suffering greatly. This is one that I have felt at times through-out this year, and its the reason why I try to remain in a stress free environment. We often times feel depressed because we have too much past life residue, however it can come on when we know who we are and what is really going on but we feel misunderstood. The world and it’s ignorance can be depressing at times, and at times we can pick up on the emotional energy of another.
- Unexplained Love/Rage – This is a very common symptom and even one Jesus (The first forerunner) who embodied the crystalline Christ energy. He himself experienced this many times when he was living and embodying his higher self and higher consciousness. Jesus yelling at the people in the market, yeah that really explains a lot about those of us who are on the Ascension path. The rage we feel at anything that is 3D and negative or lower in consciousness is absolutely normal. Then there are times when we feel so connected and feel love for all things, that’s all normal. This contradiction within our feelings is normal. Allow yourself to feel what you want to feel, when you need to feel it.
Ascension Mental Symptoms/Pains 2015
- Dreams/Messages – This year I’ve had the most absolutely stupid/idiotic dreams. When we purge through dreams, we’re purging our past lives through our dreams. We’re also doing out of body work, missions, meeting people and also getting attacked by negative entities. Most times I’ve received messages and in some cases threats from demonic entities.
- Constant Thinking/Analyzing – I can’t ever stop thinking and simply put it seems to have gotten worse this year. This has been a big problem for me this year, and I’m certain that many other light beings are experiencing it to. The “We” inside our heads never seems to shut up. There is always a rant going on, always seems to be inner babbling and nothing ever get’s solved or figured out. Sadly this is all normal. Can you believe it? We just need to calm the inner “Self” inside enough to make sense of all the chatter at times.
- Feeling Crazy/People Find You Crazy – I have felt this one sometimes during this long and hard year. The second guessing … am I really hearing things? Am I really feeling negative energy? Is the world really an illusion? It’s all real. The demons, the gifts, the illusion human kind is enthralled in and can’t get out of. It takes a while but in the end you start to realize that your normal. It doesn’t mean you never question your sanity, and if you aren’t other people are doing it constantly.
- Belief/Giving Into Fears – This seems like a typical mental symptom where people still keep fearing, and still believe in the illusion of fear as a way of existing. I have as well. I know now that there is nothing to fear for me, and I’ve learned that I’ve it’s all just a tactic. It’s all in the mind – it’s all just (demonic) and (satanic) mind control. So whatever doesn’t feel or sound right to me I ignore it completely.
- Break Downs – I wrote about this as an emotional symptom, but it’s also a mental symptom as well. We all have mental or emotional breakdowns. We all reach that point where we break down, and there really isn’t anything to do but to let it happen. In many cases because I’ve had many of them, its always been a release for me afterwards. Like something extremely huge left my physical self.
Newly Awakened Light -Workers Symptoms/Pains 2015
This next section is for those newly awakened Light-workers who may be reading this, and who aren’t sure about just who they are yet within the AP (Ascension Process.) It’s for those who are having a hard time remembering, and who struggle to differentiate between the 3D matrix world and the 5D higher frequency reality. My mission isn’t just about writing about my own experiences but also about helping other’s as well. So here are some symptoms of what you may experience when you first become activated, if you aren’t certain that you are then have a read and see if this list resonates with you.
- Confused/Feeling Mind Fog – It can be very normal for those who are in the process of first awakening to feel a little bit confused. Its normal to feel uncertain, and to experience mind fog. I experienced this myself and it’s not easy to feel sane when we first hear a spirit guide, when we first start seeing sparkling white lights, when we feel them negative entities (The dark ones) around us. We tend to feel extremely confused and that’s normal, so if your just starting out don’t worry because this is all normal.
- Psychic Attacks/Interferences – An spiritual awakening can be a very hard period, but nothing compares to the first time you understand that, there are forces beyond your comprehension. These dark beings are old ones who have been on this planet for eons. When we awaken they understand that it’s happening, they try to stop it, they try to prevent it, they try to kill those who are awakening because they know what those Light-workers can do. I’ve been psychically attacked since birth and they have tried everything they can to ruin me. If your feeling interference, and psychic attacks. Do not worry but just don’t give into fear and call on the angels for protection.
- Instant Body Pains/Over Night – I felt extreme pain straight away. I felt the difference from when I fell asleep at night, to when I woke up on the first day. I struggled during that time to understand what was going on, which was normal for me and if your feeling these instant pains all over your body it is normal. The cleansing process i am begins right away, which at times can be brutal and i never really got used to it. The physical activation process begins immediately.
- Dis – Interest In The World – This one was never a big issue for me, and for some it’s a huge transition. I didn’t really feel much of a difference, and nothing outside of my home space really meant anything to me. The outside world has always been an illusion, and most of you who are here reading this know this. Those who are just awakened reading this, will soon start to understand that the thing’s you thought were normal were not really important at all. Slowly staying away from the outside world is a very normal thing.
- Aware Of Mission/Gift – I didn’t understand half of what i could do when the time came to doing it. I didn’t understand my gifts, nor did I understand my mission at first. However, there is always a pull to get started and do your mission even if you don’t know what it is. I wasn’t freaked out by my psychic gifts, neither my ability to fend off negative entities. It’s part of my contract as a volunteer. All you newly awakened beings who haven’t put the pieces together, don’t worry about what your mission is. It’ll show itself. You’ll know what to do, just make it past the beginning stages.
How has your 2015 been? Was it every bit as hard for you? Do you wish you could take anything back? Or do you not have any regrets at all? (2016) is a new year and with new energies and frequencies. We’ll be entering a (9) year energy. So expect a huge transition from 2015 into 2016.
Love & Light
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